i miss the last year's today . oh yeah , one year is gone . but the moments we were talking and walking around , all the memories still fresh in my mind . just like it had happened yesterday .

oh oh oh , i dont think he remember about it . no no no . he wont remember . most probably if he knows i still remember it , he may laugh at me and say i have nothing to do . ==

just now i was watching the drama and i heard the song , cha yi dian - ah du .

it reminds me of him .


one more step he will be mine . he has stepped out , but i didnt . so he decided to walk away . OH WELL , I WASNT PREPARE MAH ! WHAT YOU EXPECT FROM ME ?! ==

but everything was too late . if he reads this , surely he will say the same thing again ,

no need to blame yourself , it wasnt your fault .

EWW !

oh oh oh . i know it ok . AKU TAUUUU ! cant you reply me different thing whenever i say so ? ==

last night i was chatting with crystal , the little girl . haha . she told me many things . OH GOSH , there were too much things til i cant digest you know ! i kept thinking about it when i was watching the movie , Made Of Honour .


would you let your parents know who you love , a person who you are not sure you can make him/her yours ? GOSH . IT WAS REALLY COOL , crystal . really . i wish my kids can tell me too ! XDDD

today morning woke up at 11 . lol . watched 27 dresses .

well , both movies are about maid of honour . the girl was really cool . i wish she can plan for my future wedding !! XD

honestly , i dont really love him that much since the day i read the scriptures from the bible . i really can face the truth that he was gone . but there's something i cannot deny it .



ok , ciaoz . penguin is going to watch high school musical at pyramid tomorrow . need to rearrange my sleeping time . misspenguin doesnt want to have panda eyessss !!! XD

nitez ! : )

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