so unbelievable , i have free time to do blogging ! :D:D

form 5 life , i think is the busiest year in secondary school . everyday busy with homework , tuition and school activities , non-stop . except for special holidays like CNY . haha . what to do , i still have few more months studying in chs , being a student and after all no more school life . sounds sad uh ? hmph..

sometimes i really admire those people who have lots of friends can be their listeners all the time . i wish i was that kind of people too . not that i dont trust friends around me , maybe part of problem is from there , the main fact is that i dont know how to open my mouth , i dont know how to speak it out . i dont know who to find . i dont know how to express my feelings , even though now i have a blog but i still have the problem . i dont know why . the only thing i know the problem is in me . they said , those people who can happy all the time , laugh or smile all the time , actually we just cannot see what's behind them , it is a true or real side of them that we cannot imagine how they will look like . i guess , i look terrible when im sad . lol . i think they all will freak out if one day i burst my feelings in front of them . haha . better dont . it is not worth to sad about a person who you care for but he/she doesnt care about you righttt ? :) :)

by the way , i hate crying . once i start to cry , i can hardly stop . =X


im in love with the piano music , kiss the rain - yiruma . nice !!


現實中幸福永遠缺貨
Xien Shi Zhong Shin Fu Yong Yuan Que Huo

當淚水堵住了胸口 就讓沉默 代替所有回答
Dan Lei Shui Du Zhu Le Xiong Ko Jiu Rang Chen Mo Dai Ti Suo You Hui Da

wo hai xiang ta - JJ

有些故事 不必說給 每個人聽
You Xie Gu Shi Bu Bi Shuo Gei Mei Ge Ren Ting

用簡單的言語 解開超載的心
Yong Jian Dan De Yan Yu Jie Kai Chao Zai De Xin

xia yi ge tian liang - claire


明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
Ming zhi dao rang ni li kai ta de shi jie bu ke neng hui
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
Wo hai sha sha deng dao qi ji chu xian de na yi tian

lee sheng jie - chi xin jue dui


爱情面临选择
Ai qing mian lin xuan ze
你冷了 倦了我哭了
Ni leng le juan le wo ku le
离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写着
Li kai shi de bu kuai le Ni yong ka pian shou xie zhe
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
You xie ai zhi gei dao zhe Zhen de tong le
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
Zen me le ni lei le Shuo hao de xing fu ne
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
Wo dong le bu shuo le Ai dan le Meng yuan le
开心与不开心一一细数着 你再不舍
Kai xin yu bu kai xin yi yi xi shu zhe Ni Zai bu she
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
Na xie ai guo de gan jue dou tai shen ke wo dou hai ji de
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
Ni bu deng le shuo hao de xing fu ne
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
Wo cuo le lei gan le fang shou le hou hui le
只是回忆那音乐盒还旋转着
Zhi shi hui yi na yin yue he haixuan zhuan zhe
要怎么停呢
Yao zen ma ting ne

shuo hao de xin fu ne - jay chou


p.s. : random random . eh , why are you sitting in front of computer and reading my blog ? is time for you to get sleep or study . go go go !! :D

Labels: crap, daily life, explosion of feelings