i need direction . i know there are always greater blessings when everything turns you down but dear Lord , i cant see the pathway to walk on , i could bang on something and fell down , got myself injured or hurt badly . i need directions . i dont know what to do . i am so lost . everything around me i feel so strange to them . no matter how i hide myself from them , but still i gotta face them .
I ALREADY GOT THE HURT .
their convincing dont seem to help.
whatever is it , it doesnt matter anymore . now , what should i do ?
first was heavy rain , then there was thunderstorm . when tsunami came , earthquake took it's turn to come . and now , what else ? not enough ?
ARE YOU PEOPLE FEELING HAPPY SEEING ME SUFFERING AT THE SIDE ?
im trying to believe the changes are for greater blessings , show to me my dear Lord .
Labels: crap, explosion of feelings
