avril's concert was awesome . it was wonderful although it was so short . i think 1 hour+ ?
guess so . she made me waited for 4 hours+ and yet i still have the mood to enjoy the concert . not bad uh ? haha . love you avril ! :)

saw someone . it was quite suprised me . want to listen to story ? come , sit down and listen to me :D

it was friday . didnt stay back for pmo practice because my friend said she wanted to go there ealier and she's the only transport i have to follow her . at first it was really disaster . we decided to go pyramid to meet up with others then straight go stadium together . i didnt bring the ticket and i only realised it when my friend reminded me . it was like , oh dead ?! so i went back home with my friend's mum's car and her mum was willing to send me to pyramid again because the bridge which cross to pyramid there is really dangerous , someone was murdered at there . thank God for it . at the end i got the ticket and flied back to pyramid , that time there was traffic jam you know ?! bloody . ok nvm , it didnt influence my mood because i kept thinking of Avril :D haha . so , ran to pyramid , the car was there already . i dont dare to sound in the car except saying sorry . my friend said the car has waited us for about 15 mintues and its considered quite long . =X so on the way , remained silence which i dont use to . haha . once i reached there , there was quite number of people already . i decided to sms him because i knew he will be coming for this concert . i was shocked and kept looking around when i saw the msg . this is our conversation .

he , me .
hey , are you coming for Avril's concert ?
yeah , why ? who are you ? [i didnt tell him my new number]
oh really ? where are you now ? well , is me jane .
outside of the stadium already . which jane are you ? [ it was kinda hurt because he didnt remember me]
[ i kept looking around , heart was beating very very fast , leg couldnt stand properly and hand couldnt hold the handphone properly because both are shaking ! once i saw him , it was even worse . kept staring at him without his notice . until my friends asked me to que up at the entrance there . so have to go loh :( ]

i cannot believe that i still the feelings . the feelings that only i can feel when i see him . dead . thought i have let him go . saw his blog . he never mentioned my name . hate him . ==

im having a very big problem .
can anyone give me the motivation ? i dont feel like going to pmo practice . nothing can push me up . i need someone or something to push or pull me . last time i used to go because my juniors need me and now they all are in study leave and i feel empty when i go there .

lately im in love with a song , fall for you by second serenade .

because tonight will be the night
yes , i know the night
that i will fall for you , over again
well , it happened , again
dont make me change my mind
even other people also cannot change my mind
or i wont live to see another day
you dont know how i suffered after that night , i was so moody on the next day .
i swear its true
it happened , so true or not ?
because a girl like you is impossible to find
well , guy like you is too special and no way i can find another guy like you again . you're special .
you're impossible to find .
see , you are .

the lyric rocks !


p.s. : convince convince convince !

Labels: daily life, him, pmo