truth is truth , can make people happy and sad .
this wasnt the first time things werent go on my way or disappointed . i know i know no matter how much effort you have put or time you used , sometimes , SOMETIMES , you really cannot get back what you want . for one thing , i am so sure about is , i have did my best , more than anything , i have crossed the border line of mine . but i dont know why this time it can hurt me so deeply .
cannot imagine how disappinted was our teacher .
im not regretting , im just disappointed . i cannot stop myself from that feeling . when i went back yesterday night , i did a few thing which i thought i could make myself sleep . i cooked maggie mee , MY DINNER , continued my drama . i only fell asleep because of tiredness . and today morning , i made myself lying on the bed and covered myself with blanket .
you cry when you feel sad or disappointed .
you feel worst when you couldnt cry .
放弃可以很容易,忘记却很难。
p.s. : ignore me . i will be ok .
Labels: 2008, daily life, explosion of feelings, pmo