if anyone can make me fall in love , you can
save me from myself , you can
and it's you when no else
if i could wish upon tomorrow , tonight would never end
if you ask me i would follow ,
but for now i'll just pretend
cause if anone can make me fall in love , you can

show me that good things come to those who wait

YOU CAN - david archuleta
baby when you look at me , tell me what do you see ..

currently in love with this song so much . the lyric , makes me cant resist to listen to the song . oh ya , david is coming to malaysia on 11th of april which is on saturday at sunway lagoon amphiteatre , the elephant walk . chee seng said he is going to sing this song . i may have the chance to hear the song live ! AHHHHHHH !!!

i failed physic . to be honest , at first i was really shocked til i didnt know how to respond . after that i felt like i was such a loser and this failure gave me the semangat to study seriously . thursday evening , went to physic tuition . told teacher about it . she was shocked and her look was so disappointed . at the moment , i really felt sad , really really sad . how could i make my teacher sad ? firstly , she is a so nice teacher , the way she teaches me i really like it cause i really understand clearly . in her class , i can ask question til i get it . i swear i really understand what she taught me all these while , I SWEAR TO GOD . i just dont know why i have failed . her disappointed look breaks my heart into pieces .

sometimes , i really feel like i am half of isabella swan , the character in twilight you know . i hate to be the center of attention . i dont like to get attention . i may be a noisy girl but it doesnt mean i want to get attention from anyone . i will still nervous in front of all the people i know , you know , talk in front of them . my leg will shake , automatically . i rather to be the person at the back stage =X

for those who like to talk in front of people like a leader , no offence . there is always people who like to be in front of stage and at the back stage right ? BALANCE MAH ! :D

lately i dont know why i can lost control of my own emotions . seriously , that day i have got myself into a fight which was created by me . yeah , one word to describe me , STUPID . i really dont know . felt very sorry to the person . it was really very small matter and i was like overreacted . oh mannnnnn =| maybe i was having pms . hmmm . really pity that person . sorry =| i felt bad .

another person said i like to smile or laugh like crazy . oh wei , i am just easily get happy by small thing ok ? maybe i shall say , sometimes i really forgot how to cry or feeling sad . funny thing. i'm so used to smile til i dont know how to frown , like the picture . THIS IS TRUE . I CANT DO IT =| you know , hardly i worry about my problems . i choose to ignore them and give them to God . not that i want to avoid the truth , just that i feel like all the problems will be gone one day and you dont need to worry about it cause God will lead the way for you . dont you feel God really loves us a lot a lot , the love that you can never measured .

yeah yeah yeah this post is so long . let me tell you why . i feel so inspired to type so many words here :D








p.s. : i feel myself a bad girl . i feel myself is so selfish , so mean , so evil . i dont know why .

Labels: 2009, crap, daily life