SMILE :)
in a good mood right now . dont know why , maybe because ... it's rainy ?

first of all , thanks for all the wishes people , you guys brightened up my day :)
got baptized too :D they made a song for me ,

happy birthday to you ,
you'll be dunked in the pool ,
by the pastors and beacons ,
happy baptism day to you ~

LOL .......


oh man ... tomorrow is another extra holiday , which means chinese paper has to postpone to next week , which also means bio papers will be on monday ! OH NO ! i hate mondays , yes i hate it so much . mondays are meant to sleep late but every monday i cannot do so . got to wake up early and go to school , listen to SPEECHESSSS . ==|| seriously , i hardly pay attention during assembly , unless there is any drama on or any students that can actually attract my attention .

what i do ? SLEEP lah of course . what else i can do ? you are not supposed to talk , basic manner you should have when someone is talking you shouldnt be talking too . study ? no way , SOME PEOPLES' voices are irritating :D you see , the only thing i can do is to sleep . HAHAHAHAHA ~

i think i can use one hand to count how many assemblies that i actually listened to everything . :P


OH NOOOO . SPM IS COMING . i feel the pressure , a little bit . cannot believe that im actually going to graduate in 2 months ! =X i still remember how CUTE i was when form 1 , everyone was so NAIVE , we still acted like small kids . time flied . we all now have grown up into more mature person . we dont act like small kids or even think like a small kid .

wanna talk about this person long time ago , thousands of words i wanted to use all of them on this person , i just dont know how to arrange them in words .

the one who made me faced them when things were not going on my way ,
the one who comforted me when i was down ,
the one who guided me when i couldnt see any lights in front of me ,
the one who told me life is unfair , take it and accept it ,
the one who warned me not to do things that i wanted to try ,
the one who made me felt like i was the only girl in the world ,
the one who told me i was his angel ,
the one who was my angel ,
the one who so special ,
the one who is one in a million .

honestly , i dont know what would i be without him . he was one in the million who helped me to grow , brought me up from a kid to a better person .

i guess he doesnt know how much he had done for me , he could never thought he was so special for me . there is a sentence in a song lyric , the person in your life is not that perfect , somehow you just couldnt find anyone like him in thousands of people to replace him .

you know what , THANK YOU . sometimes , all the memories of yours still come across my mind and make me think of you . since the day , i know , its still there , a little bit which i only realised about it til someone talked about you . i dont mention you to anyone , dont want to think of you . i thought so .

give up doesnt mean let go , after letting go doesnt mean the feeling is not there .


p.s. : baby if you think i am the one in the million , all you have to do is just say yes , hold my hand and forever can begin and it will never end :):)

Labels: 2009, crap, daily life, him, school

it was another fun day ! i love being invited to her house for any events . i can have unlimited fun in her house . we went to shabu shabu for dinner and then went back to her house to cheong k ! haha it was really really fun .









went back home around 12 . it was another memorable night . we kept singing and singing . haha . watched MJ's concert after that , it was awesome !

p.s. : i have rashes on my shoulder , ITCHY ~~~

Labels: 2009, daily life, friends

yeah , today she is the queen of the world for one whole day .
yeah , the person is very close to me .
yeah , the person is my bestfriend , LYN




hope that our friendship will last very very long , unlimited period .
i know , we will always be ! :)

Labels: 2009, friends

that you are not alone , for i am here with you ,
though you're far way , i am here to stay .
you are not alone , for i am here with you ,
though we're far apart , you'll always in my heart .

wanted to blog about this long time ago but no inspiration . ok , the King of Pop , when his skin was still dark , black . to be honest , i know him since i was very young . i did listen to his songs , i know there was a guy called michael jackson and he can sing very well , never get to know about him , not really interested in him .

August 29, 1958(1958-08-29) - June 25, 2009 . he died at the age of 50 in US . he died on the same date with YeeSook , 25th , according to the time zone there . coincidence uh ? sometimes i do wonder will they meet each other in heaven ? they might have the chance to dance together since both of them like to dance right ? besides that , the way they talked was so soft , their voices , it just soften your heart easily . suddenly , i really miss him so much =|

ok , back to MJ . he is just another great man , talented man who sent by God . some even say he is an angel who sent by God , come to earth to remind us about the world . like the song , heal the world ?

heal the world , make it better place ,
for you and for me and the entire human race ,
they are people dying , if you care enough for this living ,
make a better place for you and for me .

yeah , FOR YOU AND FOR ME . after his death , i started to search all his things , all his details and so on , started to know more about him . he loves children , SO MUCH . he cares for them . i guess , he doesnt have childhood ? he built another 'Neverland' which so beautiful and dream of all children . he wasnt a person like those people who said , molesting children and so on . SERIOUSLY , i will never believe . a person like him who cares so much for children wouldnt do this kind of thing , he wouldnt hurt a child . i think , he wanted to be a child again ?

We are the world , We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let's start giving
There's a choice we're making
We're saving our own lives
It's true we'll make a better day
Just you and me ~

for sure , i do like all his dances . it's so cool and unique . he is talented and this is the fact . his moonwalk was awesome . too bad , i cant see it with my own eyes and i will never have the chance . if you really love music , you will love his music despite that his look really ugly . these are all the effects of went for depigment operation and plastic surgeries . who cares that he did many plastic surgeries . there is nothing wrong for being perfectionist , wanted to be perfect and wanted perfections in his life . he was trying to look better . he wanted to stay on the stage as long as he could . IS THERE ANY WRONG ? NO ! i feel sad , i really do . he is born to be on that stage . he is another angel who sent by God . i have watched his memorial in the staples centre . i cried . Jackson's 11-year-old daughter, Paris Katherine, cried as she told the crowd, "Ever since I was born, Daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine ... I just wanted to say I love him so much."

i love his smile . it is so sweet , dont you feel the same ? it truly comes from his heart . God had taken him to another world to have a better life because we human here on earth dont appreciate him . one thing , i'm not his fans , this is true . i just want to talk about my feelings for him . i feel bad , i only come to know more about him after his death . im so bad =|

do you know why i want to be a psychologist ? i want to save the people in this people , i wanna make this world become a safe world , a world where no evil peoples in , save the children from being abused by their parents , give them an unforgettable childhood , let them enjoy it . children deserve to have a better life . they have their own rights to play , to experience things that adult can never experience . WE SHOULDNT TAKE THE CHILDHOOD FROM THEM , if we do so we are making their beginning of life empty . MJ is my example , the head of the point , i wanted to be like him , save the children , heal the world , telling all the children in the world you are not alone and i will be with you always . i wanted to continue what he did and even do it better than he did .


after all , today should be a happy day .



p.s. : i wanted to donate blood after reading the book Thanks For The Memories by Cecelia Ahern . i might have the chance to experience what the women experienced ! it's happen like dejavu ~~

Labels: 2009, friends

YES , i shall update my blog before the school holidays end . seriously , today is friday ! OMG ! WHY TIME FLIES THAT FAST ?! IM GONNA MISS YOU HOLIDAYY ! :(

went to church camp . not gonna type out all the activities we had like the ISABELLE TEH . :D the camp was fun and i really enjoyed it . God answered me all my prayers in the camp , amazing isnt it ? God knows what i want and what i need . He really shows me the way to walk without feeling afraid . YEAH , HE IS GOD LEH ! :D

let the photos talk in it's very special way ! :D:D





haha . we did some emo candid shots . bel wanted to . so we all took emo photos in front of many peoples . HAHA :D






YES . these following three pictures , guess who they are . it is so obvious . lol







do you realise one thing , REUBEN PAK was in the background of DAVID's photo . three out of four . ==


we actually chit-chat-ing until three in the morning . haha . got to know many things about all the youth . i actually got a new name called PASTOR KONG too . haha . sounds very nice right ? WOOOW , i may be a pastor one day .. lol .

p.s. : i need to study . first paper is add math and second paper is physic paper 2 . =X

p.p.s. : i saw many things . i have actually knew the truth but there are still a few thing that make me doubt about it .

p.p.p.s. : do you know you unlike any other , you always be my thunder , so bring on the rain ~

Labels: 2009, crap, daily life, friends