i cant wait for the concert . ahhhhhh ! this concert will be the first concert that i go with my friends . haha . it makes me feel so excited about it .

today i have skipped school . muahaha . for no reason . wooooo ~ feel so right . mama is a bit beh song me because i have skipped school for so many times . =X

installation has over . all the events are over . im free now ! yeahhh ! but the way , kinda sad . i cant imagine how will the practice be without them . feel like there is something you have lost it and you dont know what is that . hmph . guess i will be miss them very much . will post pictures and my baichi dance steps when i get it . oh , im listening to when you're gone - avril . lol . people come and go , who will the person who leaves footprint in your life ? who will the most important person at last ? who will the person you lost and you can never meet them again ? who will the person who hurt you the most but you still forgive them ? who will the person who open your eyes to this cruel world , help you to grow and protect you ?

haha .. who knows ? lol .


today went to visit YeeSook , the one who has lukemia and transmitted into hospital for 2 weeks , i think so . i tell you , i can't forget the look when he was suffering , til now . the look has been like printed in my mind and i can't deleted it . guess he felt pain because of dont know what . but one thing when i saw he wanted to vomit but he couldnt , suffered from the pain , i felt like helping but i couldnt . i kept smiling to him because i dont know what to say . you know lah , people like me dont know how to comfort people and you ask me to comfort that person is like you are asking me to take a knife and murder him . lol . serious . i dont know how to comfort people , if a sad person comes to me , either i will not say anything and sitting next to him/her or else i will be very straight forward to tell the person why he/she shouldnt feel sad . like the phrase in chinese , yi zhen jian xue , you can see the blood by using a needle with one poke . lol . hope he can go through this difficult lah . i have made a card for him , hundred percent hand made , and copied down all the lame jokes to make him smile . he can only continue the fighting with positive thinking . hope he can recover soon . i dont know why suddenly i will so care about him . its not like he is my boyfriend or future husband or i like him and i dont really know him . lol . when the time he said it is cancer and i was stunned there a few seconds and i tried to joke with it but failed . maybe he is the first person that i knew has cancer and i never share gospel with him . pastor said we should share the gospel of God with anyone eventhough you dont know them . i have never share with him . so , he cannot die first . at least he has to know about Jesus before he leaves this world . i know he isnt that serious but i really scared . i dont want any of my friends go to hell . i want them go to heaven and enjoy the Jesus's love or anything . well , i have shared my gospel with writting it on the card . the only thing i didnt do was i didnt pray in front of him . i know i should but i dont know how to open my mouth . sorry . mama had nagged me because of that . because i kept saying how much i worry about him and how about i feel guilty because i didnt share gospel with him . haha . now , guess he had read the card and i felt better after visiting him . guess he is getting serious but i know Lord will help me to strength and guide him . hope he can recover and back to school very soon . since he is such a good and nice guy , he should have a healthy body right ? he should live longer in this world right ?

guess what , his mama said he is fat and he needs to diet . haha . his mama is cute .

let everyone of us pray for him ok ? lets gather our power and support him ! :)



p.s. : TEOH YEE SOOK , you better eat food so that you can recover fast , if not i will be holding a bb gun and pointing at your head . muahaha . :D i know you cant read this but still i want to say it . :P

p.p.s. : i used 3 hours plus to make his card and i am very satisfied with it . the card looked so nice ! :D

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