that you are not alone , for i am here with you ,
though you're far way , i am here to stay .
you are not alone , for i am here with you ,
though we're far apart , you'll always in my heart .

wanted to blog about this long time ago but no inspiration . ok , the King of Pop , when his skin was still dark , black . to be honest , i know him since i was very young . i did listen to his songs , i know there was a guy called michael jackson and he can sing very well , never get to know about him , not really interested in him .

August 29, 1958(1958-08-29) - June 25, 2009 . he died at the age of 50 in US . he died on the same date with YeeSook , 25th , according to the time zone there . coincidence uh ? sometimes i do wonder will they meet each other in heaven ? they might have the chance to dance together since both of them like to dance right ? besides that , the way they talked was so soft , their voices , it just soften your heart easily . suddenly , i really miss him so much =|

ok , back to MJ . he is just another great man , talented man who sent by God . some even say he is an angel who sent by God , come to earth to remind us about the world . like the song , heal the world ?

heal the world , make it better place ,
for you and for me and the entire human race ,
they are people dying , if you care enough for this living ,
make a better place for you and for me .

yeah , FOR YOU AND FOR ME . after his death , i started to search all his things , all his details and so on , started to know more about him . he loves children , SO MUCH . he cares for them . i guess , he doesnt have childhood ? he built another 'Neverland' which so beautiful and dream of all children . he wasnt a person like those people who said , molesting children and so on . SERIOUSLY , i will never believe . a person like him who cares so much for children wouldnt do this kind of thing , he wouldnt hurt a child . i think , he wanted to be a child again ?

We are the world , We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let's start giving
There's a choice we're making
We're saving our own lives
It's true we'll make a better day
Just you and me ~

for sure , i do like all his dances . it's so cool and unique . he is talented and this is the fact . his moonwalk was awesome . too bad , i cant see it with my own eyes and i will never have the chance . if you really love music , you will love his music despite that his look really ugly . these are all the effects of went for depigment operation and plastic surgeries . who cares that he did many plastic surgeries . there is nothing wrong for being perfectionist , wanted to be perfect and wanted perfections in his life . he was trying to look better . he wanted to stay on the stage as long as he could . IS THERE ANY WRONG ? NO ! i feel sad , i really do . he is born to be on that stage . he is another angel who sent by God . i have watched his memorial in the staples centre . i cried . Jackson's 11-year-old daughter, Paris Katherine, cried as she told the crowd, "Ever since I was born, Daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine ... I just wanted to say I love him so much."

i love his smile . it is so sweet , dont you feel the same ? it truly comes from his heart . God had taken him to another world to have a better life because we human here on earth dont appreciate him . one thing , i'm not his fans , this is true . i just want to talk about my feelings for him . i feel bad , i only come to know more about him after his death . im so bad =|

do you know why i want to be a psychologist ? i want to save the people in this people , i wanna make this world become a safe world , a world where no evil peoples in , save the children from being abused by their parents , give them an unforgettable childhood , let them enjoy it . children deserve to have a better life . they have their own rights to play , to experience things that adult can never experience . WE SHOULDNT TAKE THE CHILDHOOD FROM THEM , if we do so we are making their beginning of life empty . MJ is my example , the head of the point , i wanted to be like him , save the children , heal the world , telling all the children in the world you are not alone and i will be with you always . i wanted to continue what he did and even do it better than he did .


after all , today should be a happy day .



p.s. : i wanted to donate blood after reading the book Thanks For The Memories by Cecelia Ahern . i might have the chance to experience what the women experienced ! it's happen like dejavu ~~

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